The Verdict
Published by iz on Wednesday, August 03, 2005 at 2:14 AM.
Before entering the counselling room, I’d thought that my years in TP would come to an end and that I would be damned from entering NIE. I remember what Theresa wrote in the email, “your lecturer will discuss with you the implications of staying and continuing the course..”; and I remember about Dr V saying, “once you have a record in IMH, MOE would know and there would be problems.” I still do not know what the “would be problems” are but I guess it has to do with removal from the course. Although I had mentioned that I was ready to quit and face the bond, the truth is, I was and still am unsure.
I walked in the room to meet both Theresa and Dr V with an open heart. I just hoped for the best and I knew that if this career is for me, it is for me no matter how hard I try to run away from it; if it isn’t, then this is the end of the TP road for me.
We talked. We discussed. And she let out the verdict - “I recommend a 9-month deferment from school.” I was like, woah! Serious, ka pa? Boleh sempat branak kau tau?! It’s amazing that they’re helping me like nobody’s business. I mean, I feel so touched. *sob sob*
Tomorrow is my appointment with Dr T. She would assess my state and see whether or not I need any medication. I hope things will be good.
I walked in the room to meet both Theresa and Dr V with an open heart. I just hoped for the best and I knew that if this career is for me, it is for me no matter how hard I try to run away from it; if it isn’t, then this is the end of the TP road for me.
We talked. We discussed. And she let out the verdict - “I recommend a 9-month deferment from school.” I was like, woah! Serious, ka pa? Boleh sempat branak kau tau?! It’s amazing that they’re helping me like nobody’s business. I mean, I feel so touched. *sob sob*
Tomorrow is my appointment with Dr T. She would assess my state and see whether or not I need any medication. I hope things will be good.
